Friday, August 05, 2005

xiao xin is my new found fren i made at work....he's a cute little boy hu smiles like la bi xiao xin when he talk crap and a se peh peh hu comes online in the middle of the night to disturb mei mei .....our age one, from nus one den live in the borth area...ok tts all i noe abt him...haha

Just now, had a great time with jo, julia, junyi n xiao xin, so much so tt i dun wish to go home, but in the end had to part to catch the last train. Its been a long time since i had such a gd time with frens, this time even more special, with my new found fren. I forgotten when's the last time i truly had such a good time...forgotten when's the last time i feel genuinely happy.Forgotten today is the first day of the hungry ghost month, tt stupid xiao xin had to pose as an idiotic stupid ghost wavin to my mrt when he got off the train.I think he shld save it...he look more like a monkey just escaped from zoo...

Evtime went on well until i switched on my com to go read ppl's blog....smtimes i just wish to go into seclusion, just get rid of this damn com, and cut off my tel line, just totally cut off contact from any means tt may inflict pain upon me....
Ppl say its always good to be in the benefit of the doubt, but my dem inquisitive nature just always push me to find out more....tt i feel i can no longer handle it anymore....
I will learn to control myself...i shall learn to protect myself....i shall learn to be more stone hearted....i wish i can do all of the above....
pls stop makin me upset..

If u tink this is what a friend does...guess u're not mine anymore....

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