was never on good terms with my own brother, so i really cherished this frenship with this brother...
but one day i realise that this frenship is actually built on top of lies and ulterior motives,
was really affected for a period of time,
was really mad with him for a while, couldnt stop cursing him every single day for the things he'd done, was also very sad at tt time....
but after a while, all these just ceased completely... Dont even feel anyth abt him, not even anger, cuz at least if i still feel any type of emotions, this would still means that i still care...
even when he called me recently, i dun even wanna speak to him or asked him why he did those things at tt time, not even curious, not even interested in hearing him explain
i'm very sure the usual me would have scolded him and hang up on e tel if i still felt smth 4 the frenship, but at tt moment, i really have no feeling at all.....
Start to wonder if i'm really this heartless, or have i overestimate the worth of this frenship to me or maybe this is just the product when a heart turns cold, tt smth tt i once so cherish could also lose its worth overnight?
Do i want my heart to turn cold this time?
posted by xian @ 2:37 PM
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