Will u stay for me?

While i was attempting to catch my little afternoon nap, i received this sms from jeffery and it got me laughing even when i shut my eyes...haha till i decide not to take that nap and blog instead....guess he've read my previous entries too... but whateva it is, it put a smile on my face=)

He msg me saying that there's a potential for me to find a bf if i can keep my mouth closed and dn laugh hilariously....haha
Oh man, since when did i do that man!??
haha i guess he's just being disillusioned,deceivin himself cuz i'm actually quite demure most of the time...(guess zh will give the disapproval face when he sees this...a bunch of disillusioned guys..haha)
So i promised him that i will show him my demure side nxt time and xia si ta, haha and he said he believe he'll really xia si if he eva see me behavin that way...
Ok enough of all my craps..He told me i will have to find a bf who will only see and accept my 'si san diao'(shrew) pattern otherwise they'll sure xia si...
But i guess i no longer believe in havin a bf anymore,
no longer believing in finding sm1 anymore,
no longer believe in relationships anymore...
seriously speaking, i cant imagine myself together with any1 anymore...
Used to long for one, but now no longer yearn for one...no more of those young girls dream of having a prince charming ridin on white horse to look for u...
I guess i'm just fated to go be a nun in the nunnery chanting scripts...

And ya la, jeffery i'll listen to u, next sem when u see my again, i'll be a brand new yixian! Make sure u dont xia si twice la!


Btw Jeffery Toh! dun forget tt u need to help me keep a lookout for tuition kids k? Otherwise i'll bug u for the rest of ur nus life...I promise I'll xia si ni if u help me find k..haha



At least smth's happy after so many days of sad entries uh?
For those hu msg me after seeing those sappy entries, thanks alot for ur concern, really appreciated it...haha especially zhenhua, call me shortly after i post the entry and asked me what did i dream of, den mumble this and that...U reli put a smile on my face with ur silly moves la...Guai er zi k, next time mummy give u more sweets k?=)
And thanks to dear lei too, enjoy urself in penang! Mugging tog in NUS after u're back?
I guess it's good that i post up those emotional entries ba, cuz each time i post up one of such entry, i will tell myself that I will need to brace up soon, I will tell myself that i need to post up smth happy soon...so in a way, it's a way of pushing me forward....

posted by xian @ 1:39 PM