It better not be some stupid dem mails from hotmail...
Hope its not some files that i sent to my hotmail account but forgot to uncheck it...
And no, pls not some Bday reminders again...
All these thots wu pace across my head as i load the INBOX page...
But disappointed to say, its always one of the above wheneva theres a new mail....
Sigh.
Maybe i’m just waiting for nth...
During chem lecture just now, as usual, me, linda and mh were gossiping again....
Me: How come tt guy and this girl will be together?
Linda: Bcuz love is blind...
Mh: wah well-said...
Me: Then where’s the blind man for me??
Smtimes i just hope sm1 would be there..
Wheneva u’re sad, u’ll have a shoulder to lean on...
Wheneva u have gd news, this person will be the 1st person u share it with...
Wheneva u feel like complaining, this person will be there to hear u out...
When ppl who used to be close to u start leavin u, u noe this person will stay for u...
Too much of a fantasy....Too much of daydreaming....Perhaps such a person will never exist in my life... Perhaps I will just live my life as an old hag...
But despite all these grumbling, I’m reli not a despo....I rather lead my life alone as an old hag than to go with sm1 i dun like and feel equally lonely inside....
Had this crazy conversion with julia tt time, if we were to become spinsters(which i doubt julia will be), we’ll go have test-tube babies and be single mothers....she even tell me whose sperm she would use for her baby...haha...ok abit dumb, but at least i’m mentally prepared for the worst and i make plans for it....eh at least i dun die with no1 to song zhong...n i dun wait till im qi lao ba shi den start panicking tt im left on the shelf...
Ya...but before i self-proclaim i’m a spinster and before i find sm1...can all those sweet lovey couples stop floating arnd within my shi xian?
P.s: But so far i like 2 couples i see in sch...hee
1 is siyang and girl, another is shu juan and boy..=)
posted by xian @ 1:50 AM
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